i know i’m heartbroken, but it doesn’t feel that way.

maybe it’s how we handled it and the things you say.

our relationship ended but i felt closer to you.

my old feelings went, but new ones grew.

these ones held no confusion or any worry.

they hold closure, and a deep sense of sorry.

i’ll always be your biggest supporter, even from afar.

when i look up at the sky i’ll always try find your star.

in hopes one day our souls click and re-light.

and we’re in each others arms again at night.

– MAO 

14/12/2023

don’t give trauma the power to control you, you deserve to live how you want. take control of your trauma.

-life advice from one survivor to another